An Alternate Reality

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Sunshine and Rainbows

Life right now is routine and bland.
Days blend together, nights bring restless dreams.
I drift though endless hours of
pointless nonsense and dry distractions.
Still, the sun shines, casting rainbows
through the window prisms.
I miss the way things used to be.
I miss my friends and the life I had.
I miss the things from long ago.
I wonder who I used to be.
Still, the sun shines, casting rainbows
on the walls, the ceilings, the floors.
This time should not be wasted
and yet I can’t seem to move.
I need to find renewal
and just a little hope
In the sunshine, casting rainbows
on my soul.

A New Normal

Death and Viruses
Aging and New Babies
All changes require finding
A New Normal

Do we reach out?
Do we turn inward?
Do we look to God,
or our loved ones or ourselves?

Establishing a New Normal
takes Courage
involves Pain
is sustained by Hope

And in the end
maybe we’ll find
that a New Normal
will never really be normal again.

Life Lessons

What has 63 years taught me?

That in the world there is:
darkness and light,
cruelty and kindness,
disregard and compassion,
irresponsibility and dedication,
in equal measures.

And I’ve learned that:
life and weeds will always find a way,
love is best given with no expectations,
life is too short to wear tight shoes,
there are little joys everywhere
if I just look.

I wonder what my remaining years will teach me?

Taking My Lumps

I feel like a lump of cheese
shapeless and soft
ready to melt
at the slightest rise in temperature.

I feel like a lump of coal
not pressed hard enough
to create a diamond
but only enough to start a fire.

I feel like a lump of dry clay
so much potential
wasted by
disuse and apathy.

What kind of yeast do I need
to add to this lump of dough
to make it
rise again?

A Winter Thought

The slippery ice
makes me tiptoe
nervously through life.
I need better boots.

Too Long Away

I have been too long away
            from writing my poetry
            from a visit with my family
            from the joy of my music
            from quiet walks in the woods.

I have been too long away
            with no one to blame but myself
            distracted by too many pointless things
            worrying too much about things I can’t change
            forgetting to just be here

I have been too long away
            and it’s time to decide
            what I really want
            before I find myself
            too long away from life itself.

In Pain

Sometimes I literally want to die
die to my pain
die to my frustrations
die to my self pity

There must be more than just this.
I must be more than just this.
So, I cry and let the tears
show me how to live again.