To Carry On
If “each man’s death diminishes me”
I must be a spec.
I have been “witness” to too many deaths
this past year.
Is it my aging,
or the inevitable progression of time?
There have been renewals as well,
Great grandbabies born,
Childrens’ children with the energy and ability
to struggle onward where mine have failed.
But, this circle of life seems more and more
like a spiral of death…
A peaceful river with swirling rapids
suddenly tumbling into a waterfall.
I have never been here before
and it scares me.
I have no guide, having never seen
fear in my parents or grandparents.
Maybe they hid it well, or else
I never understood,
But, here I am, frantically paddling in the river,
grasping for the grace and dignity
that will carry me on.